(almost) One Year Anniversary…
Tomorrow it’ll be one year since I last cut myself, and I don’t get why I am feeling so much anxiety about it. I’m dreading tomorrow even though it should be a happy day. It’s been a year and I still want to cut just as bad as before, maybe more, I don’t know… nothing can take it’s place, I can’t do other things instead of it, cutting is the only thing that satisfies that feeling I have, and I can’t do it anymore. So I’m left with that nasty feeling in me.
